no more love on my pillow......  |  

07 Aug 2008   |   

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It has been a tough week for me....as usual..but for some reason (which i am very aware of but cannot share) i am exploring a realm of very dark and mundane natures...
i am in love, with the melody of melancholy, i smile and hide too much from the people i should turn to
i realized when i turned to the wrong ones.
our lives are our lives, the wiccan beliefs teach me to never harm myself or others..yet i should do as i please as long as i harm no one...
this is a crucial and confusing concept when one contemplates taking the jump.
when one wants to fall, close their eyes and not wake up.
yet maybe it is there to gain the perspective, the duality, of embracing the pain by feeling blessed to experience it.

in the end .....i expect to be rewarded
as i have never had an easy life, the burden i carry is one which not many have, and what more will never understand

notion of virtue.... all we need.

i hope to find the light when my time is right

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Very emotional babe!